Worst

The week will end with a positive note (i hope). it had been my stupidiest week. kebodohan terserlah especially Monday and today!

I have been in the down-side mood these few days. i guess, it might due to the lack of communication with the outside world and repeating the same routine everyday accompanied by the cooling wind and fierce rain. this week is the worst week of April.

Trying to blog hop but sad to say some blogs are just not meant for me to read. yeah. big secret huh! hahaha. i thought i saw Murphy updating his blog but no new post for today. maybe i was wrong. like i said earlier on, my mind is at the verge of exploding & the worst has yet to come.

I've been trying to perk myself up every morning with my drugs. it's nice to have friends like Murphy whom you can go ga ga over something together. i like it when we were in the canteen doing the "baby baby baby". so cute! it really is nice doing FYP with you.

Today was abit different than usual. early morning, i was pissed and i went to school with a sulky face. do you think i like looking so sour every day? if it weren't for you, i would be smiling all day despite the things happening in my life. at least i would feel better. mama said to be patient. i think i'm losing it.

Sometimes i wonder, when i say i don't like certain things, will people believe me? they usually ignore it and say its okae. like it was nothing. when i say i don't like it, i mean it.

i better stop my ranting here.
remember: smile alwaez :)

i am happy if you are, mama. nothing looks brighter than your smile.