Sad and Happy all @ once

The sad event that happens to me was that I failed again my IntFSc. ANd as you can see, the cumulative result will obviously be F-antastic. It's obvious right... well, there goes my A. sad to say that i might really really have to buck up. Can you imagine that i've been taking the same subject since sec3 until now. 2 and a half yrs. and look at the result i've got...look at it carefully. analyse it. and tell me what i can do. tell me people. i've been trying my best in scoring for it. but what does the results shows??? the same as CT.F...F...F...see how badly i've done for my IntFSc. very badly i guess. even Durga my friend in Sec 4 got a C+ for it and Fizah a D+...

I've really disappoint myself as well as my mum indirectly. Though she'll say it's okae but i guess, deep down she's sad. She said that to comfort me and not putting unnecessary pressure on me. I can take pressure and lots of things too. all i do was just push it aside for the time being. just like what had just happen between me and KAKY. who cares anyway.

Because of this, i've no mood to study for my FCul exam today. well, i guess, it's a stupid mistake. Should have ignored the feeling. This will only make my results worse lor. STUPID NABILAH>>> why is it that all my efforts go to waste? Why is it that i study hard and sacrifice lots of things for work and studies, but this is the kind of results i got...? NO POINT WHINING YOU STUPID LITTLE GIRL!!!

Remember: it's a sin to ask why to God. Why is it this, Why is it that...STUPID NABILAH

The happy event was that today was brownie day. papa bought for us brownie, and coincidentally i brought my home-baked brownie too. hehe. guess, this is a short and a happy event for me.


that's all for now.
STUPID NABILAH> i believe ii can make miracles. do u think so?
remember: smile alwaez :)

Quotes to share:
1...Happiness are short-lived. Cherished it while you can...
2...Failures in life is just our stepping stones to achievements...


Lurve you guys...muackzzz