What have i BEEN doing?

What have i been doing these few days? time seems to fly pass me. without me knowing, it's been 4weeks of FYP now. and my project have yet to start lab works. what would i be doing for the upcoming 8weeks of FYP? will the days pass just like now. . .and what will i be doing by then? more research? tabulation of results? reports? posters? all these question are floating in my mind. i kept telling myself that i'm free. very free and the time are flexible. i can take control of the time.

But look! it's been weeks since i watch the TV(watching my favourite drama series or variety shows). i've lost alot of precious fun. I've been spending 3/4 of my time with my laptop. and my nights with my bears. it seems like they are my bestfriends. accompanying me most of my time be it during my sleep or when i'm doing work. i've been trying to spend more time with my family but i ended up only having few minutes of talk with them. Mama is working when i came home from school. i only saw her when she came back, sister is working most of the time now. i only manage to drop her a few words this week. i understand they are tired. i am tired too. still i miss the time we had years ago. laughing together. oops! don't forget my brother. i have very little interaction with him. really hope it will improve this year!

This is just the FYP stage and not the IAP stage. do i have to wait for Semester 2 before i start to have more free time to spend with my family? AARGH!!! i dislike this. all i hope for are more time with my mama and sister. including my brother.

remember: smile alwaez :)

Fiza, Kang Hao when are we going out this month? i hope it won't clash. so i can meet all of you guys! miss you!!!