Ups and Downs

The ups and downs of life. . .you will never be able to escape from it. there will be times where you are having a hard time be it in school, work or just family hardships. and there will also be times where happiness are around you but it never is all-year round.

You also may experience things where problem after problem arise. but never back down. keep telling yourself never to back down. that's something she learns from people who supports and motivates her. she also tried to be like them when she grows up. never to say die and give up! she will and must only grow stronger each day. what may comes her way, she'll accept the challenge. she knows god is always helping her in whatever is thrown at her and that god will never test her harder than what she is capable of. people do leave her life and she has grown to marked down words of encouragement from these people. not only her life but it includes yours too. people will enter and leave you when the time is ripe.

She is often reminded of her past. her happy memories, her life back when she was pure and innocent. she often thought, "how much things has changed since then, huh?". at times she missed her old life where all things are just 'perfect'. "it is never a good thing to keep looking back. look forward!", she often scolded herself.

These few weeks she had been pushed to a corner where she had to deal with a lot of pressure. she feels tired mentally and physically but keep telling herself that it is best to be ignorant and there isn't a need to worry about trivial matter. there isn't enough time to stop and be emotional, more pointless in crying out, wailing and backing down. she will just have to move forward, keep moving without much care to the world and achieve what she wanted just in matters of time. she knows she can't control her surrounding but she can control her time. she always believed in satisfying her desires and never to let down her loved ones, her motivators, her supporters. they are important to her. her life depends on it. which she knows they are ALIVE in her heart, her fragile, fragile heart.

People never have stayed with you forever but they lived in your heart.
remember: smile alwaez :)