Friday, February 5, 2010

Peace

This week has a lot of happenings. there were 2 presentations done this week on S&Q HACCP plan as well as FPP on Fruit Preservation. which happens to fall on Monday and Tuesday respectively.

Tuesday was a busy day. Had to prepare for the Food Exhibition which happens to be the next day. everything was a rush. hoping for no screw ups however, it is inevitable. cock-up still happens. the cookies wasn't as crumbly as what we expected but it was still not bad. Fiza had to rush to Sunshine Plaza to get the poster done and well, that at least put our minds at ease.

Raymond, treated us to dinner as we left school quite late and we were hungry. since the prepartaion ends later than we thought, we went along with Raymond to Naked Fish Shoppe. had a heart-to-heart talk. guess i should discipline myself more. well yes, i've learnt my lesson in terms of friendship. never to blame him on what's going on with us but to ask him frankly about it. we really pour our hearts out but still enjoying ourselves. had alot of fun going on that night and i'm beginning to try and make friend with Hani. put all aside despite what i've used to say about her and blah blah blah. i really wish i could understand people better especially looking at who they are adn not what they want you to think of them. i should heed my motivator's advice but i chose to ignore. glad that it was just a friendship and not kinship.

FOOD EXHITION OF YEAR 1 - 3
DATE: 03 FEB 2010
TIME: 1400 HRS- 1700HRS

N607 - PDD BY YR 3
N609 - PROJECT 3 BY YR 2
N611 - PROJECT 1 BY YR 1

Wednesday wasn't such a good day to start with. But it ends with a positive note. a happy and crazy one at that. had to do the packaging and i guess that it wasn't assess as the assessors didn't asked us anything much about it. but still thanks to all who made it possible. special thanks to Raymond for helping us with the cookies adn changing lab. i can't do that without your help, even if it is a simple task which is just to carry all the trays to the N611 from N607. thanks once again. this is what makes me open my eyes and see people. PEOPLE WHOM YOU DISLIKE DOESN'T MEAN THEY'RE YOUR ENEMY. THEY ARE STILL THE ONE THAT WILL CARE FOR YOU. thanks Raymond for this.

After the assessing and all, we cleared up and waited for Murphy and Raymond together with Hani. we had early dinner and when both Raymond and Hani left, the 3 of us left for the nearest fountain and sat there for hours. chit chat here and there. played truth or dare which we decided to be truth ONLY as it was already late at night and there was nothing to dare each other about. we camwhored for abit and only went home when the clock strikes 9.

IT WAS PEACEFUL JUST TO SIT BY THE POND TALKING AND ENJOYING THE SILENCE OF THE NIGHT. IT WAS PEACEFUL TO HAVE PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTANDS YOU AND NEVER CONDEMN YOU WHEN YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH. AND ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY LEND YOU THEIR EARS FOR YOU TO POUR OUT YOUR HEART TO THEM.

My facebook states something about two-headed snake. this is what had happen to me too many a time that i doubt my judgement. i always trusted people and trust their kindness are pure and sincere. however, all that happened were just facades potrayed by them. i still haven't learnt my lesson on this. i've gain knowledge in the process of my friendships. but all i wanted besides these knowledge is to have a friend whom i trust and never spill the beans to someone else. even if it means talking about the person you dislike who happens to be your best mate. it happens everywhere i go. be it school or work. but school is always the best place for me. i find peace whenever i see my friends.

Despite all that happens, i will never ever hate people 100% just like how i used to hate that someone. when all the pieces come together i hope we can still be friends. even if it is not close it is okay but still friend. that's all i'm asking for. i never wanted my friendship to ends without any conclusion.

let's all have a great weekend.
Busy weeks ahead.
remember: smile alwaez :)

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