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My deepest thoughts and feelings are kept deep inside myself within this pumping heart. it can be said that i don't trust anyone 110% to hear my deepest thought. these thoughts are only be shared with my precious journal that had been left sitting by the window, waiting for me to pour out my thoughts.
At times, i feel friends are the best to share your thoughts with. but as i am growing up, some friends come and go. and you'll never know and neither they give you a guranteed card that they won't leave you. I seriously doesn't want to believe in this: friends most of the times will leave you. just like what my sis said a thousand times before during my Secondary school life. but i deny that and never want to think about it.
I've always think that friends will be there for you. always no matter what comes. and i believe that if you hold them too tight, the more you lose. just like holding sands; too tight more of them will fall. (told by someone, unsure who. . .maybe Guan Jie) and i never wanted too believe in the first place. but i guess, i've grown up. i believe it now and i seriously think it's the truth. A truth that is hard for me to accept in the 1st place. at times we all need a space and breather. for things to work out successfully, we have to always give and take. tolerate. and never pressure them.
But not all can be achieved. we all do have our selfish sides, don't you think so? i do have my selfish sides too. and i know well, that at times i do complain and condemn some people alot esp . . . . guess, guys aren't really the one i favour. hehehe. bad history with guys i guess. most importantly, whether girl or guy, your friends should always make you feel YOU and they are the one you are comfortable with. and that i've achieved with my clique in school. though some do make me hmmm. . .feel <<<>>> than i am but still i enjoy their company. i know we all have our bad habits/ attitudes. but try to change it and make a BETTER you and not worse.
I've always think that friends will be there for you. always no matter what comes. and i believe that if you hold them too tight, the more you lose. just like holding sands; too tight more of them will fall. (told by someone, unsure who. . .maybe Guan Jie) and i never wanted too believe in the first place. but i guess, i've grown up. i believe it now and i seriously think it's the truth. A truth that is hard for me to accept in the 1st place. at times we all need a space and breather. for things to work out successfully, we have to always give and take. tolerate. and never pressure them.
But not all can be achieved. we all do have our selfish sides, don't you think so? i do have my selfish sides too. and i know well, that at times i do complain and condemn some people alot esp . . . . guess, guys aren't really the one i favour. hehehe. bad history with guys i guess. most importantly, whether girl or guy, your friends should always make you feel YOU and they are the one you are comfortable with. and that i've achieved with my clique in school. though some do make me hmmm. . .feel <<<>>> than i am but still i enjoy their company. i know we all have our bad habits/ attitudes. but try to change it and make a BETTER you and not worse.
The times i had with my friends are the bestest thing i had. nothing can replace it. to all of my friends, thanks for giving me the most precious present everyday by making my day.
Better start some work now.
remember: smile alwaez :)
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