the past week

So much to tell. . .since the last few days i haven't been blogging. and i'm not sure if i want to write that long-winded story. well, let me just cut it short and sweet. here i go:

>>Tuesday<<
- went for YEE early in the morning. was testing out the timing to reach environment building.
- got to know the other 2 YEEs from NYP, Javier and Aaron
- SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE!!! met 2 Primary School friends. Liyana and Pei Zhen. for Liyana its an exception as we went to the same Secondary school but for Pei Zhen, it's amazing. she can still recognise me!!!
- played some ice-breaking game. not like those that we normally played. it's something new. was kinda shcoked that most of these people are from JCs (Temasek and Raffles). games are what we all like the most. it kept us awake.
- had coffee break, lunch and after dividing into 4 different groups, we had our coffee break again. before we all went home, had an activity where we all are required to came out with a poster to show the 4 factors affecting the environment.
- at 1800hrs sharp, we all head home. it was soo tiring, i'm not sure why though.
- did i mention that the room was cold? it was sooo cold, me and liyana felt like hugging each other. but, no we didn't. hahahaha

>>Wednesday<<
- meet Pei Zhen at the bus stop before going for YEE as we all stayed so near.
- the 1st coffee break, became our breakfast.
- played a game, lunch and a lot of discussions.
-more importantly, this time round is the discussion on our project for the environment.

>>Thursday<<
- this time round, Liyana wasn't late. we met in the bus and went to the environment building together.
- the same goes for yesterday with only a little difference.
- we all ended up with one common project made up of 6 people. (me, lingesh, liyana, pei zhen, suriani and hana)
- we did our presentation with a main speaker, lingesh. she's the one that was always been 'shoot' to present.
- she also made a small "trophy" from recycled materials for our instructor Robert Steele.
- can you guys believe it, in these 3 days we all are like long lost friends.
- after the worshop, i went out to Wisma with pei zhen and liyana. after they bought their stuffs, we all head home at about 2000hrs and i fall asleep in the bus. i was sooo tired.

>>Friday<<
-went to Pulau Bukom ith my aunt and mom. had to wake up at 0400hrs but i slept through until 0430hrs. was rushing for time as we need to get out by 0500hrs.
- help mum and aunt to packed foods into containers and cut vegetables and all the normal stuffs i did whenever i came to help out.
- aunt and mum asked me for help as i'm on holiday and they aunt planned to carry out tahlil 40 hari for my late uncle at the mosque there.
- i was so bored as i was alone. usually i went with my sister. at leats i have some company. well, i helped aunt to buy some stuffs for Saturday kenduri.
- came home and played some game. did i mention that the campfire was cancelled? yeah, it was cancelled. sad :(
- grandma came and sleepover to prepare for tomorrow's kenduri.
- watched the television together. i was in a relatively good me.
- but. . .my mood change as fast as a lightning, when 'she' asked if i was as sensitive as the character in the show when it comes to that subject. i was sooo pissed lor.
why was it that she love broching that subjects at me. i hate it. please lar be abit sensitive when it comes to this subject. though it has been years, but the pain is still there. stop making me think about it. mum never broched the subject as she know i'm sensitive and it can make me 'a little' stress. well for the past 2 years mum made the effort not to talk about it as she knows that i can't take it. maybe because i'm closer to him than my other siblings are. but please please please, don't even think of asking or talk about it.

>>Saturday<<
- brother came for the kenduri with his new botak head. the second week he came home. and (whispers) he is handsome when he wore his CD uniform. shhh don't tell him or he'll go around saying his handsome. hahahaha. like i told Charmaine and Durga from GA that he looks handsome when they wore uniform, well to me, most guys looks handsome when they wore their uniforms.
- had alot of luaghters going on in the empty room. with the master bedroom full with kids below 13years. jumping on the bed and me going around scolding them for that. doesn't they know the basics? that bed is used for sleeping and not jumping like monkeys? well, i admit that i used to jump around people's bed when i was younger but not at people houses. but the bed was either mine, my mum's or my brother's. well whatever it is, it was me who scolded them. lucky it wasn't my cousin, if not she gave them a hell of a scolding. when i told her they were jumping on aunt's bed she was sooo angry saying "why didn't you tell me? i'll scold them up and down"

most important of all, i want to say sorry for not being able to divide the work for project 2 report. so sorry for delaying.

that's all for now.
remember: smile alwaez :)

trying to live my life as happily as i can and to control my temper against such questions. . .