nabilah needs to stay focus

The pain is killing me. well, not killing me with the pain it causes, but the way it comes and go. god, i will never ever touch any medicine even when you threatened me with a gun. i would rather die cause the pain will be gone on the spot than having to eat that bitter medicine. now you know, how stubborn this little girl can be. whatever it is, i'll just need a good night sleep and all will be well again tomorrow. hope so. it's been months since it last came. luckily it was not the worst like i experience 2 years ago.

Ehemm, i MUST stay focus... focus focus focus focus focus...let it be my chant for the next couple of months. feelings aside, famiily and study, top priority. i know i can do it. just stay focus and stop blogging whenever i'm free. yeah, that's exactly what i need to do. another thing to do is to leave things just as it is. too tired to bother of small matters that just uses that extra energy of mine for study.

By the way, blaming each other is not in my dictionary. and i will try my best not to blame anyone in anything. keep it to myself, yes but not to make it known.

that's all for now.

remember: smile alwaez :)

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