A spoilt Day

Today i woke up late...about 1000hrs, if my grandma was to stay with me, she would nag and nag and nag about girls waking up late. i was rotting at home and did nothing which makes me feel not me. usually i would be out working. but since this month there are just too much manpower at work, i was not needed. still not used to staying at home during weekdays.

Anyyway, my day was spoilt when i went to the library with my mum and sis. i was shocked that i can't borrow any books. which is impossible as everyone can borrow maximum 8 books. so i went to verify and was shocked with what the counter says. i told her that i didn't "tear" the book because it was already torn when i borrowed it. i can still remember which book it was. it was Magnolia Creek by Jill Marie Landis. i didn't even get to read the books i borrowed the previous time as CT are coming and how do u expect me to tear the book when all i touch was the lecture notes???

Okae, i feel that i'm a bit bitchy right now. but that counter lady name MIDAH doesn't believe and called me irresponsible. i know part of it was my fault for not highlighting the book to the counter. you can't expect me to make a U-turn and went back to the library when i was already in the bus on my ay home and realise that the book was torn....??? the lady called the colleague at Woodlands with the name ID: UMA and asked if it was possible that, that happens...and the reply was no. so i asked do i need to pay for the book? she answers, my colleague is being nice and it's your 1st time so, you don't have to pay...-what does it mean by that.stop being sooo "nice" when in the first place you don't even believe me...your tone and the way you look at me...was very....i don't know with what word to describe. i was sooo controlled. but once i was outside the library i was like exploding with anger that it made me cry...it suddenly occurs to me how someone can really make me soooo mad until i could cry...even if i were told to pay, i would not HALALkn that money.

Still dare to say that you guys would put aside damaged books but how came last week i saw a partially cut off page in one of the recipe books my mum was flipping through??? ans me lor...

cool down cool down cool down cool down... Nabilah needs to cool down with her anger rising to the highest. i'm so lucky that i'm not the type who will fight back-verbally...


LESSON LEARNT: CHECK ALL THE BOOKS YOU WANTS TO BORROW FIRST BEFORE BORROWING!!!!!

that's all for now.
remember: smile alwaez :)


must always smile...no point thinking abt this incident...smile smile smile...