For the better or worst?

Yesterday, i went out with mama after she came back from Banquet. borrowed books from the library and on my walked home, i chatted with mama and got to know things that would make me worry. i told her, but she assures me or for the facts? i'm not sure but till it happens my mind won't rest.

I'm not in any good moods anyway. not that it means i'm in a bad mood but it just feels weird. guess i'm being bothered by alot of unneccesary things. i should just relax as holidays are the joyous thing of all. but i can't seems to do that. i guess, i'll sure thinks and worry alot. what a worry wart i am? that's just me. worry for nothing. with what mama just told me, it makes me worry more and with that particular phone call and the unpaid pay...all made me worry. if only i'm working full time right now-finished schooling is what i mean. this thing won't be such a huge burden in my mind as well as on my mama. i don't want to say it's a burden to me but it seems a huge burden for my mama to carry.

So next week when i'm going JB i should make mama the happiest among the 3 ladies in the family. if everything were to work out as planned. let's hope everything goes well. JIA YOU!!!


that's all for now.
remember: smile alwaez :)