poor papa

today he fell asleep in class as he was totally drained out. we were all plannig to celebrate his bufdae tomorrow. but looking at wat things have turn too, i've no mood to do so. he will surely be pissed off man...

i feel sad for him as he was photographed and that evryone was making a fun out of it. thouggh he didn't look as if he care about it but deep doown i guess i know how it feels. why some people are just sooo insensitive about other people feelings. i know to them is an entertainment but thinking back its just a childish thing...

nothing much to say now.

my dad was hospitalised and that he will most probably be discharged tomorrow. lets hope he will. though i hate him for being who he is but he's still my father...lets stay calm together and go through all the hurdles. feel like crying about what had happen today...or anyy other day that had made me emotional.

my mood has been on a swing.happy and sad at the same time.dunno lar...


that's all for now.
remember: smile alwaez :)