DoUble TroUble

Background info:
Yesterday afternoon, i went in search for a job with YI ZHUANG. we first went to lot1 at the MRT station there. after that we decided to go VIVO once we were at Jurong East. we were talking all the way that we missed our stop by 7 stations. it was sooo funny. after we reach VIVO, we saw a few shops in need of part-timers. and we decided to went in to this shop named NICHII. the pay is $4.50/hr. which was okae. and if i work from 1300-2200hrs or 0700-1300hrs one day i can earn $36. all i need is to work 4 days a week and during the weekends. first i have to shop for a plain black pants.luckily, i will be starting work on Tuesday.

Right after the interview, i texted my MOM. i thought she should be happy too cause i am. it's been weeks since i look for a job but couldn't find one. but she called and asked what time and stuff. when she heard i'm goin to end my work at 2200hrs, she was not happy. then, now we were looking for a job for YI ZHUANG as he rejected the offer from the same place. after we went to a few shops and to HarbourFront, so we went in to G2000 there and the person in-charge says that the shop in VIVO needs part-timers. After applying for the job and accept the offer, we went home.

The problem now was that my MOM did not allow me to work there cause i went home late and to travel here to there and so forth it will take me an hour.so when i came back, i called her to asked for dinner and about my job. she still didn't agree. i'm so vexed lor. why can't she understand my difficulty. for me, it's hard enough to find a job and when there's one, shouldn't you grab it. Just like the saying: Opportunity comes knocking once. i went to my room and let out my anger by crying lor. can't be screaming like mad wat...

My SISTER is another problem, she didn't even say a thhing to me when i reach home. what's wrong with my family. i don't really know myself. my SISTER usually says that i didn't understand her but dhe do understand me. but the fact was that no one actually understands me.if they really understand me, they should hear my problem or difficulty out and give some little oppinion and not condemn it just like what my SISTER & MOM have been doing all along.

Independant
when i was in my room, crying i thought to myself that i'm 16 and not some small kid that are not independant. i admit that i'm not totally dependant but most of it YES! i'm independant. but not my SISTER. i was also thinking that why was it that my MOM wouldn't let me be independant?. i know its not sooo safe to be out alone at night but please, in 10-yrs time i will start working and she can't restrict me from working right? so why couldn't she take it as an exercise for me .exercise for me to learn how to be really independant.

Final say
This morning, she wakes up and asked me whether i'm following her to work and she also did ask me if i really want that job. i just says that " u didn't allow me" then she says about, please think that you'll be going home late and stuffs. and blah blah blah blah blah...although she agrees, but i can sense that there's some part of her that she still disagree. when i told her that i need to buy a new pair of pants for work, she just told me to go buy it. whatever i do, she wouldn't support unlike my BROTHER. she will always support him. whatever i do or need, i'll have to sponsor myself.

well, let's just see what fate has in store for me. that's all for now.
cheers,
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