sore...im sore

feeling sick
i have a slight sore throat. which irritates me. but wat i feel was that im feeling sick. usually whenever i have "this" feeling i know that im going to be sick. but i'll try my best notto get sick. i've been drinking mineral water since camp. no sweet drinks for me. as you know im those who never drink mineral water unless desperately in need of water. i got the feeling of keep dozing off and a cough(a minor one). lets hope that i wont be sick. i dont want to be sick!!!

confusion
besides feeling sick, im totaly at a loss. i relli wanna go poly but i was thinking if i didnt get the course i want badly wat will i do. go JC too there will be side effects. for example, what if i didnt get to U? long-term thinking: A'lvl cert and a diploma which is better? EZUIN says an A'lvl cert is better. but my hearts wanna go poly only that i have this side of me thinking the IFs. Haizz.i think i have to really look at what interset me and from here i know where i wanna go. but i thought if i go MI i wanna take double diploma...


thats for me to care & moan...

thats all for now...
cheers to my prob
remember: smile alwaez :)

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